pee-am-ass.

no wonder I've been having mood swings and anger rage these couple of days.
this explains why I can cry every day.
eeks, at least I got to swim yesterday :D
woke up this morning with a stiff neck and foot.
ouch, it hurt.
I tried applying some YokoYoko on it, but it ended up getting itchy and therefore my neck is red.
oh wells, at least it doesn't hurt that much anymore.
swimming was fun yesterday, besides the fact I kept getting water into my nose.
as most of you saw my Facebook post, I lost my bracelet :(
my mom and I searched the whole house and we couldn't find it.
how sad, but the good news is, she just found it in my track pants.
I didn't know I left it there, oh well, but YAY for that.
yesterday, my dad came to me and asked me to sit on his lap.
he told me, he'd always been proud of me, just that sometimes my attitude can be sort of bad, but he still loves me and he'll always be proud of me.
it was definitely a daddy's girl momento for me.
cause lately my dad had some issues, and well, I rather keep it private.
anywhoo, I finally got all my results back, but I had no idea how my PJK marks could be 49, and my Segak marks was only 5.
seriously, I'm not that bad at sports, come on, you should give me more credits for that.
bahas, nevermind, doesn't matter anyway, just a rant.
so I haven't been blogging for two days, not that long but still.
at least now I can write in peace.
I don't need to worry about school anymore, or anything else.
oh right, thanks Kevin for the videos you did for me.
I appreciate it alot, and thanks for offering to buy me another bracelet when I couldn't find mine.
you're truly a great friend to me.
one more thing, I seriously have a hard time remembering how to spell appreciate.
it's like every time I wanna type that word, I have to google it.
I spelt appreciate as appriciate.
eeks, sucky english.

sometimes I wonder, who am I?
and no, I'm not a psycho neither am I having amnesia.
there's so much to think, it's pretty fun at times, especially when I'm bored.
wonders and wonders, I tend to loosen up a little to avoid headaches.
pshh, my thoughts.

I don't know why, but I sort of feel like my blog is so.. formal? no that's not the word for it.
proper?
no, not that either.
honestly, I don't sound like a 14 year old.
not that I haven't got that a million times already.
Diana said I'm matured and too kind-hearted.
am I?
not the matured part but the too kind-hearted part.
maybe I am, at times. hmm.

as if the post isn't long enough, I wanna add, too.
I love Vampire Diaries, definitely a better series than Twilight Saga.
although I haven't read the book but the TV series seems interesting enough.
at least VD is based more on different people's lives than just one.
whereas TS is talking about one person's point of view.
my opinion.

that's enough for now.
&&au revoir~