gosh.

three months since the last post.

darn it, shows how much of a slacker I am -___-"
plus everyone's blog is practically dead, or gone.
so I'm good = =

2011, turn over a new leaf, blahblahblah, and BOOM we're moving on to 2012.

and all them same ol "resolutions" comes up, and everyone, I mean, some of us, will end up slacking, as yours truly.

if that's how it'll end, I seriously don't see why some people wanna have resolutions anyway.

I'm so bored of all the underlines or the stupid colours,

so annoying, UGH =.="

anywhooo, I'm back :D

out of boredom.

official 15, PMR *gasp*

oh well, I'm still not studying, pshhhh,  it's the second week of the FIRST month for crying out loud.

off to bed now dooucchee. :P

whoa. the last post.

it's been like, SO SO long ever since I posted anything.
in other words, I'm just too busy LAZINESS.
gosh, exam's over, results's out, there's practically nothing to do in school.

mmm, I'm moving to Tumblr, SEEYAH.

my new family (:

there's a BIG difference in my life, 5 months ago and 5 months after.

this blog post is dedicated to my new loving family in COG. :D

Lyi Ann

5 months ago, it was my first time attending COG.

as shy as I could be, I didn't know anyone there, neither did I try to fit in.

then one day, Lyi Ann came up to me, funny, her first words were not "Hey, what's your name?" , but instead it was "Hey, you okay? You kinda look depressed.". I LOL-ed inside. So we sorta got to know each other, crazy gal :P first impression of you was, VERY CHINESE girl, don't ask me why but you look so chinese. HAHA. But I totally heart you babes (: sisters for life. 

Ashley

oh Ashley, I miss you so much, we should meet up some time again :D

I officially met you in CAMP! I definitely did not regret going after all.

funny times, you and Kaitlyn with the ghost thing, your expression was PRICELESS. My first impression, fun and cheeky :P

it's really nice talking to you, we just click. I couldn't believe you were 12 at first, I mean, you're tall, like really tall, taller than me. -.- 

though we may be in different places now, but our friendship will always last, I'll always be there for you aites? (: heart you too!

Kaitlyn

KAITLYN!! oh gosh, where do I start? You're the cheeky-est, cubit-able, squishable, huggable, lovable, naughty, cute sometimes annoying 12 year old EVER. You are BULLIABLE. roflz, at times when you get teased, it's hilarious, but no hard feelings kay? One more thing, try standing up for yourself next time, I just don't get how you can tahan getting teased all the time. *salutes* another funny thing, you snore at night! HAHAH, with your mouth open. oh oh, first impression is quiet, emo little girl. :P turns out you the opposite of emo, which is. ________ (fill in the blank)

Ken Ee

fats, triple chin,gay,ahgua since I'm writing good stuff about everyone, might as well write yours too. (how unsincere) LOL, kiddz. hmm. met you in camp as well, first impression, don't laugh but Edward Cullen-ish, (LOL.) and your brother is like Jasper, his girlfriend looks like Rosalie, your parents looked like Carlisle and Esme. weird, I know. Then you were that lonely Edward, walking around, alone. I totally love the guitar cover of Saltwater Room that you played in camp, suits the whole "silent night with cold breeze blowing outside" feeling.

but seriously, you're really a great person to hang out with, an awesome brother to me and I really treasure it. somehow, SOMMEE way, you never fail to cheer me up, so kudos dude. Practicing via video call isn't the best idea, delay effects =.=" and one more thing, EXERCISE WOMAN, EXEERRRCIISEEEEE.

Sarah

crazy&wild girl, didn't really knew you much in Cameron, but yeah, we're getting there :D you look really cute in glasses, and I'm serious. the new hip-hop look suits you though, :P boy talk, hmm, awkward but still, teehee. Wii was FUNNNEHHHH, like really funny. I love how you're not like other girls who goes " EWWWWWW mud," or " OH MY GOD, my nail cracked". hearts you lots. :P oh! I forgot, first impression, fun & LOUD girl.


Grace
hmm, first things's first, I LOVE YOUR SMILE :D
it's so sweet and pretty. I'm not saying for the sake of saying, I mean it.
when you smile, it's like the whole room feels brighter. So, SMILEEEE (:
to be honest, we don't really talk much yea? We should get to know each other better ya know, girl talk :P it'll be fun! 


Daniel
again, I don't really know you and Grace much yet, but we'll get to know each other better in time! You are really improving in drums, totally proud of you bro. The last worship was totally awesome! Keep up the good work :D


Yan Yee
MRS. Lambert, :O
HAHAH, you love him, don't chu? XP
I'm glad I met you, you're AWESOME, and yes, you're the awesomest of the most awesome.
the first time you came to church, you were like so cool, <.<
you are seriously a fast learner, you'll be a rocking drummer in no time, girl! LOL. I'm serious.
goats, you have pet goats, COOL. anyways, you ROCK!




To my lovely COG youth,
Life has never been the same after I met you guys, you guys are PART of my life now. And I love you guys so much. By the way, this was done outta randomness, but I mean what I say!! LOL! way to ruin the whole "AWWWWWW" moment =.="


See you guys on Sunday! :P

SAM TSUUIIII.

isn't he just the CUTEST, ever?

he sings, oh kill me already.

school's around the corner and I'm definitely NOT ready for it yet.

projects, homeworks, work, GOSH.

end of speech,

over&out.

oh shit, i'm back! :O

woooaaaaoowwww, the heck, that was a long time.
apparently now, I'm supposed to work, but blahs a little time blogging won't hurt anyone.
first week of holiday is over. which totally SUCKS.
aahh gosh, my homeworks are undone and left to gather dust.
currently obsessed with "Diary" the song.

gbahs, there's nothing much to blog now, mainly because holidays are meant to be boring & lame.
it also the time where your appetite just grows like hell, -.-
i swear I've grown into a meat-eating,chocolate-drooling,kueh-maniac human.
imagine, RAYA KUEH, oh my gosh. and and CHOCOLATE, never been a chocolate fan but,

got me like OH MY GOD.
dammit, oh wells.

as a typical chinese, I eat rice, lotsa lotsa rice.
and, at the wrong time, who eats rice at 12am? I do! I do! (jumps like an idiot)


ANYWAY, recently I had this passion for photography,

the beauty of the world, is amazing.
God is AWESOME!

also, honestly, I really wanna learn to DANCE, (omg what the heck?)

now this is awesome, suddenly, I have interest in B-dance again and let's not forget.

but, sadly, I don't have the chance to learn it, not here.
plus, my mom won't allow it ):
of course, another reason is because..


blahs, my dreams to achieve. EEEYYYAAHHH. -.-

thats it for now :D

beebiiboo.

it has been a while since I blogged, mmm SLACKKKKK.
so anyway, nothing much has happened for the past 10 days, -.-
movie day was fun today, we watched Avatar (Special Edition) in 3D.
blahs, the glasses made my eyes hurt man.

BUT, I am so going to KL for STEP UP 3D, it's like totally MUST man.

mmm, after the movie, we walked around the mall for a while

then Ash's mom came, (BOO) then it's bye bye Ash, Kaitlyn & YY ):

which leaves only me and Ken Ee -__- 

walks up, walks down, "What now?", "I don't know."

HAHA, his shopping style is LOL-able

anyway, fun day bah.
and I have no idea what else to write.


LOLs & LMAOs are overrated man.
*peace* woo woo, meeting up with Taiping peeps (seriously? peeps? -.-), and HOPEFULLY paintballs.
after that, BANGKOK! (woohoo), then SLEEPPPOVAAAA. *jumps like an idiot*


hyperactive man, wooowoo.
&CHEESE. damn they taste good.


rawr.

how great is our God.

the rainbow in the sky to show God's promises is true ❤

God is so wonderful, He made the Earth so beautiful, so special, indescribable.
Amen.

none but Him.

mmmm, ever since the concert, I've been like sick, like really sick sick.
I don't know why, but it sucks man.
the flu&cough is like on & off, one moment I'm fine and the other, NIGHTMARE.
eeks, what's worse, I lost two kg 'cause of this stupiaakkk sicknesses, in TWO days, uncool dude, VERYYY uncool.
if that's not bad enough, I have NO appetite to eat. *screams* T_T foood, I MISS YOU.
BUT, I believe God has already healed me, so DEVIL FLEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!

RAwr, LOL. The Hillsong concert really changed me, I feel like a whole new person.
I don't know is it me, but my temper has been pretty calm, like no more blowing up for little things.
so that's good news right? :D
although my sister had some problems with me, well I'm sorry, I seriously don't know how to make it up to you, like seriously.

haven't been keeping with my blog lately, honestly, there's nothing to write, everything is too normal to write, blahs. *sneeze* if flu & cough were like those cartoon life size cell-like creatures, i'mma slaaapppppp theemm harrddd maaannnn!!!! use some sort of medicine bazooka, and like BOOOOMMMMMMMM, *evil laughs* -___-

I'm so in love with christian songs right now, like I'm on fire for God man!!!! WOOOOHH, amen for that. The second night of the concert, which I did not attend, according to my friend, the pastor mentioned that when you wake up the the morning, look at yourself in the mirror every morning and tell yourself, YOU ARE DESTINED FOR GREATNESS. Walk out of your room with a mission. Make the effort to be different so people will notice, when people ask you, How are you? You say, "I'm living the dream! Or maybe, I'm feeling phenomenal! Then people will start to see that you're different and they will want to know why you're different, and thats the opportunity to share our lovely God with them. :D amen.

I WILL NOT BE MOVED FOR GOD IS MY STRENGTH AND MY HEALER!

(p.s seriously, you are very cute, LOL)

&&BOOM!

hillsong. God. love.

Pastor Josh (:



the concert was superb, amazing, indescribable.
I could really feel God's presence there.
tremendous experience, imagine, over 4k people came last night! on the very FIRST NIGHT!
it's a pity I'm unable to go tonight but I believe that many lives will be saved tonight.
many had accepted christ to their lives last night, I was really glad.
fun night, we were all jumping&screaming like there's no tomorrow.
it was PACKED, very packed.
awesome preaching by Pastor Josh, funny story.

his message : be yourself, with all the so called groups and cliques going on in the society, some of us just find it hard to "fit in", but we need to realize that, some of us were not meant to be ordinary but the EXTRAORDINARY ones. Most of us are afraid of being judged by others on the outside, but He does not judge, and he loves us for who we are. The fear of being judged by others in us may lead to doing stupid and reckless things, furthermore the regrets.

oh oh, check out their cool wristband,


managed to meet up with Michelle as well :D
saw quite a number of old friends at the concert too.
aaah, memories.

it's thunder-ing here now, that's it for now!
&&xoxos.

what a day indeed

mmm, funny story last night. mmn.
mmm, don't need to get to that.

had my usuals today, school, stocks, jogging? hmm.
while we were on our way back, mom came to get us.
my second sister was robbed at the traffic light at SS2, they smashed her car window and took her things. ):

thank you Michelle for the prayer:

Lord Jesus, indeed you save us in every situation and you have kept Ashlee's sister safe even at the incident. Lord let your shalom peace comfort her right now, and your love drive away the fear in her. We plead your holy blood over her to keep her safe at all times. Your favour is highly over her, she will get her renewal of all important cards & documents easily and quickly. All shall be restored easily and quickly because of Your favour over her. Thank you for your protection. In Jesus' Name, AMEN.

and to those who prayed for her, thank you as well.

Picture of the day:

bwahaha.

PERASAANNN siaa.

draft on the 2nd August

now.


eeks, not agaaainn.
was talking to my dad yesterday while jogging, my biggest regret, quitting ballet and breakdance.
blahs, miss those times.

Je suis encore très confus pour l'instant, mais que dois-je faire?
some things are meant to be untold.

me & Celine were talking about primary memories during KH periods.
sweet,sweet memories. silly us, stupid,stupid classmates. plain adorkable.

now I'm the clueless one, hmm.
&&taz.

pfft. asians.

proud to be an asian ❤
whoa, super drunk last night.
and, hmm. ><


this is cute. hmm.

yours truly is CONFUSED ><

breathe.

"it's getting worse, very much worse.
what's going on?"


draft on the 20th July 2010.

whoa, my EMOments.
freaky, teenage mood swings are NOT fun, at all.
so we won second place in debate yesterday, we did pretty well, my opinion.
tho I have to admit, it was kind of exciting.
with my heart going "..thum thum thum thum.." like it's going 300km/h.

this is what seriousness should look like.


convincing? I KNOW.

nothing much happened during this week, just debate practice.
blogyoulater.

love.

Alexandre Desplat, ❤
his melodies are incredible, New Moon The Score.
an album filled with his lullabies in New Moon.
the wonders of a piano and a talented person.

I jerked out a couple of tears before I slept last night.
just not feeling me these few days.
I have no reasons to feel sad or frustrated, against all odd, I am.
having to fake a smile in school, laugh like everything's okay, pretty much tiring.
my senses tell me I'll be fine, and I will. eventually.
perhaps, again my teenage hormones.
so please take note, do not blow my bubble.

piano melodies are like medicine to my soul now.
He's holding me in His arms and I'll be okay.
life doesn't seem realistic, now what I just said was plain crap.
it just feels that way, to my of course.

sighs.
enough now, off to get my debate stuffs.
&&ughbye.

hmm.

vampires, Vampire Diaries, Twilight,
oh, Twilight.
Eclipse was a major fail.
I mean, seriously, it's like MEGA snog-a-ton.

Dear Summit Entertainment, in Breaking Dawn, I'm begging you as a Twihard fan, PLEASE reduce the snogging, and more on the action.

Love,
Ashlee.


after coming out from the cinema, disappointed, like very disappointed.
headed to get my copy of Galaxies, they're featuring Vampire Diaries as their cover.

hmm, I'm sullen?
I don't know, do I seem like that?
weird, okay anyway, had a great laugh in church.
gone crazy, don't know why.
I had a really disturbing dream, plus the disappointment of Eclipse that I've been looking forward for like 1 month or 2?
having those teenage mood swing, down-ish.
or like they call "emo".
whatever.

found quite a number of pointers for my debate, only for the first topic, gahs.
I'm the first speaker, so basically I need a definition.
I found the super short definition on google.
my sister was like, :" So you're gonna be like ' According to www.google.com, informative generation means blah blah blah?'"
thanks to Petra Tang for the help (:

feeling kind of sick, try sitting in the cinema for two hours gobling down McD burger, two packets of fries and a bucket of popcorn.

eeks, I'm hating the mood swing thingy.
disturbing, if I could cry it better, I would, just that I can't.
oh wells, hmphz.
frapz, there's a freaking bird flying around my house, just don't shiz aite?

alright, i'm done.
&&bye!

boo.

feels like summer, I meant the picture,dope.
You're the harmony to every song I sing, and I wouldn't change a thing.
Joe Jonas featuring Demi Lovato.
nice song, it's for Camp Rock 2: The Final Jam

I love my momma (:
it hurts to see her hands wounded by the infection
T_T whatever she does, it hurts.
take care, momma.

I've been accused of smacking my classmates butt, =.=
which I DID NOT!!!!!!!!!!!
it was his back!! rawr, that's what he gets for slapping me.
ugh, HIS BACK, not BACKSIDEASS.

yesterday I was listening to "Breakaway" by Kelly Clarkson.
;) memories, "I'll spread my wings and I'll learn how to fly, I'll do what it takes, till I touch the sky, make a wish, take a chance, make a change, and breakaway"
meaningful lyrics, beautiful song, what happen to those type of songs?
8 out of 10 songs now are meaningless

Usher's "OMG" - it's all, OH MYYY GAWWDDDD, OH MY GAWD~ OH MYYY~ STFU.

PubertyBoy's "One Time" - Imma tell you one time, one time, one time, one time.Imma smack you one time, two times, three times, four times~

30H!3 featurting Ke$ha "My First Kiss" - ma first kiss when a little like this *MUAKS* wth =.=

stop talking that blah blah blah, hmmz.

I've been looking for chokers the whole afternoon, my google searches are "choker blogshop malaysia" or "victorian chokers malaysia" or "chokers"
and I found..
www.i-socksonline.com!
not exactly, but the models were wearing chokers :D

RAAAHH, debate, in two weeks.
and I have completely NO idea how this thing goes.
one word, shizzz.
okay maybe it's not that bad, or it might be fun.


someone gives me an eerie feeling when I'm near them, weird.

scratch that, my arm hurts since this morning, boo.
gravity loves me, I hate gravity.
gives me blueblack kisses.

time to sleep now, rock a bye,baby.

&&TEEHEE

❤

my blog titles never match my post, blahs.
today was Open Day, is that what it's called?
I don't know, Parents' day?
anyway, I got home around 3:30.
eeks, my classmate screwing ass banged my head.
his big, rebouncing, jelly ass!
EEKS, my poor head.
nothing much today, homework time.
&&itscoolduckyou

blehs.

❤ oh yeah, picture says it all.
had a couple of draft blog posts, didn't really bother to write anything.
there wasn't much going on anyway.

I went to Penang yesterday (:
wanted to get the Vampire Diaries books.

Queensbay
Borders : " oh sorry, we only have this one left." *shows me crumpled "The Awakening" book

okay fine, next stop, Popular
Popular : " Huh? Vampire Diaries?" *whispers to colleague "wei, English book ah?"*
he went to the "NON-FICTION" section to find, MY GAWDNESS.

seriously.. is it that much to ask for?
a freaking book? darn it.

skipz that, "Tao restaurant" ❤


I am so not having abalones or scallops anymore, for the time being.
I'm practically SICK of it.
ala carte buffet, all you can eat.
imagine that, heaven.
me & my sisters were like high, without alcohol.
one of the waiter thought tobacco sauce was, TOMATO sauce.
after observing our insanity, they were literally trying their best to avoid to serve our table.
some of them went to the other side of the restaurant, BWAHAHA.


oops, before "Tao", we were at "Austin Chase" chilling and playing board games.
yes, board games.
Uno cards, hilarious.
then JENGA, and fyi, it's like..


we played checkers,too.
I lost, mom & sis sacrificed my babies and let my second sis "eat" them.
boo, -.-

oh, how I wish I had a DSLR.
there were literally a sky full of stars, on the way home.
very beautiful indeed, romantic as well *grins*


&&ttyl❤ dinner time at nine.

stfu.

ash-ful

woke up feeling fatigue, gosh.
I couldn't feel myself until I was fully conscious.
plugged in my earphones, played " Help, I'm Alive" and got out of bed.
when I looked into the mirror, I saw the living dead.
I looked terrible, thank God I was back to normal after I showered.
it was really BORING in school, especially Maths.
I felt half awake and half in neverland.
suddenly, *BELL RINGS* hallelujuah thank you Jesus!
carried my oh so heavy bag, fasten my pace and rushed to the car.
I can't believe I fell asleep in the car, showed how tired I was.
and how RAWWRRRRRRRRing hungry I was.
I ate, hmm what did I have again?
hmm, OH, fish and soup.
after that, I had red bean sago soup, buttersugar bread and ice cream!
oh heavens, I so need to work out after this.

tuition time, dang it.
so I came in late, I sat wayy at the back, holy moly, the reeking,disgusting,disturbing smell.
no offence dude, I swore I could feel my barf coming up.
so when the teacher went out, I ran waayyy to the front and sat with a bunch of guys.
what a relieve, anything's better than that.
although there was some awkward moments when I switch places.
there was the "WOOOOOOOO~~" part, and the "omg, you're making him jealous" blah blah blah.
note, him refers to someone who likes me, eeks =.="

it was much much more fun sitting there, cheeky guys.
and NO, I am not flirting. that's like wrong, VERY wrong.

Rob is such a dork, in a funny way.
Edward looked like some trans in his first Twilight movie.
please don't kill me Edward fans.
to make it up to you, he looks great in Eclipse.
though he looked like an "AH GUA" when he did modelling.

momma seems fine with me watching Eclipse.
YAY, so I'm guessing she'll get over the smuggling Vampire Diaries when I get in from Penang.

hmm, long story short, pfft like I haven't said enough, don't really have a conclusion for this.

typeyoulaterlove.
&&huh?