chaotic situation.
A is annoying, B likes me.
I told B that A's annoying.
B wanna whack A.
A wanna whack B
now A wanna GET WHACKED by B.
conclusion : A is insane, B is a try-hard dude.
whatever.
so I haven't blog last night due to fatigue.
nothing much had happened yesterday, same ol same ol.
writing my diary has become a hobby to me.
at least, there's somewhere I can express myself.
blogs are too public, obviously.
anyways, I'm at episode 20 on The Vampire Diaries.
although I might watch on the tv again tonight.
provided if I make it back before 9.30pm from Ipoh tonight.
trying to learn the piano version of "Mighty To Save"
I got the intro part right, now the main part.
Hillsong Aussie's coming to Ipoh on the 11 August!
woohoo, I am so going.
just came back from Ipoh, just in time for the show.
hopefully dad lets me watch.
&&goodbye!
Tuesday, June 29, 2010
Sunday, June 27, 2010
HAHA.
brief update.
church was pretty fun today, just not when everyone had nothing to do.
after church I didn't follow my parents for shopping.
instead I went to Ash's house!
it was pretty fun, we talked a lot, funny.
she has the cutest dogs, ever!
although they kept licking and biting my legs.
we got the intro for Mighty To Save!
I wished I could stay longer, too bad my parents came by 5.
I was suppose to buy the first book of Vampire Diaries and smuggle back home, but I didn't go to Jusco.
blahs, next week then.
&&bu-uh-ai
church was pretty fun today, just not when everyone had nothing to do.
after church I didn't follow my parents for shopping.
instead I went to Ash's house!
it was pretty fun, we talked a lot, funny.
she has the cutest dogs, ever!
although they kept licking and biting my legs.
we got the intro for Mighty To Save!
I wished I could stay longer, too bad my parents came by 5.
I was suppose to buy the first book of Vampire Diaries and smuggle back home, but I didn't go to Jusco.
blahs, next week then.
&&bu-uh-ai
Saturday, June 26, 2010
what?
I've learnt a very important lesson today, to treasure whatever I have and be thankful for it.
this afternoon, me and mom went to visit a poor lady, her husband left her without a cent with an unborn child who is due next month and three other sick children.
she earns less than RM200 per month, her rental is already RM150, what's left is all she has.
not to mention she has to pay for the water, electricity bills.
it was just heartaching to see them like that.
by doing the wires, well that's her job.
for every 1000, she only earns RM9 for it.
but for a pregnant lady, how much can she do? as much as she pushes herself to.
we brought a box of instant mee, two tins of biscuits, some clothes and milo for them.
plus some tid-bits for her children.
when I handed the kids those tid-bits, to see them so happy to receive a simple packet of tid-bits, it was so pityful, I wanted to cry.
how hard it is for them, to live like this.
the least I could help is to help them feel like how a child should feel again.
I meant, what's childhood when you don't get tasty snacks?
the house was small and empty.
their clothes on the rack, the amount of clothes they had were about less than a quarter of the amount of clothes in my closet.
it made me realized how blessed I was, to have a comfortable home, with sufficient food, the warmness of a family.
it broke my heart to see the children, not having their father around and having to see their mother suffer while they sat there, helpless.
their mother is a tough woman, despite everything, she stayed strong.
I was looking through their home, they didn't have any eggs,oil or rice.
they ate a mixed batter of flour, sugar and water, fried and ate with dal.
I was merely shocked, my heart shattered.
to think of the things they're going through, is unbearable.
if I knew them, I wish I could give them the warmest hug, to tell them that everything's gonna be okay and that God will supply all their needs.
I know God will help them, I believe that.
&&seeyouagain
this afternoon, me and mom went to visit a poor lady, her husband left her without a cent with an unborn child who is due next month and three other sick children.
she earns less than RM200 per month, her rental is already RM150, what's left is all she has.
not to mention she has to pay for the water, electricity bills.
it was just heartaching to see them like that.
by doing the wires, well that's her job.
for every 1000, she only earns RM9 for it.
but for a pregnant lady, how much can she do? as much as she pushes herself to.
we brought a box of instant mee, two tins of biscuits, some clothes and milo for them.
plus some tid-bits for her children.
when I handed the kids those tid-bits, to see them so happy to receive a simple packet of tid-bits, it was so pityful, I wanted to cry.
how hard it is for them, to live like this.
the least I could help is to help them feel like how a child should feel again.
I meant, what's childhood when you don't get tasty snacks?
the house was small and empty.
their clothes on the rack, the amount of clothes they had were about less than a quarter of the amount of clothes in my closet.
it made me realized how blessed I was, to have a comfortable home, with sufficient food, the warmness of a family.
it broke my heart to see the children, not having their father around and having to see their mother suffer while they sat there, helpless.
their mother is a tough woman, despite everything, she stayed strong.
I was looking through their home, they didn't have any eggs,oil or rice.
they ate a mixed batter of flour, sugar and water, fried and ate with dal.
I was merely shocked, my heart shattered.
to think of the things they're going through, is unbearable.
if I knew them, I wish I could give them the warmest hug, to tell them that everything's gonna be okay and that God will supply all their needs.
I know God will help them, I believe that.
&&seeyouagain
pee-am-ass.
no wonder I've been having mood swings and anger rage these couple of days.
this explains why I can cry every day.
eeks, at least I got to swim yesterday :D
woke up this morning with a stiff neck and foot.
ouch, it hurt.
I tried applying some YokoYoko on it, but it ended up getting itchy and therefore my neck is red.
oh wells, at least it doesn't hurt that much anymore.
swimming was fun yesterday, besides the fact I kept getting water into my nose.
as most of you saw my Facebook post, I lost my bracelet :(
my mom and I searched the whole house and we couldn't find it.
how sad, but the good news is, she just found it in my track pants.
I didn't know I left it there, oh well, but YAY for that.
yesterday, my dad came to me and asked me to sit on his lap.
he told me, he'd always been proud of me, just that sometimes my attitude can be sort of bad, but he still loves me and he'll always be proud of me.
it was definitely a daddy's girl momento for me.
cause lately my dad had some issues, and well, I rather keep it private.
anywhoo, I finally got all my results back, but I had no idea how my PJK marks could be 49, and my Segak marks was only 5.
seriously, I'm not that bad at sports, come on, you should give me more credits for that.
bahas, nevermind, doesn't matter anyway, just a rant.
so I haven't been blogging for two days, not that long but still.
at least now I can write in peace.
I don't need to worry about school anymore, or anything else.
oh right, thanks Kevin for the videos you did for me.
I appreciate it alot, and thanks for offering to buy me another bracelet when I couldn't find mine.
you're truly a great friend to me.
one more thing, I seriously have a hard time remembering how to spell appreciate.
it's like every time I wanna type that word, I have to google it.
I spelt appreciate as appriciate.
eeks, sucky english.
sometimes I wonder, who am I?
and no, I'm not a psycho neither am I having amnesia.
there's so much to think, it's pretty fun at times, especially when I'm bored.
wonders and wonders, I tend to loosen up a little to avoid headaches.
pshh, my thoughts.
I don't know why, but I sort of feel like my blog is so.. formal? no that's not the word for it.
proper?
no, not that either.
honestly, I don't sound like a 14 year old.
not that I haven't got that a million times already.
Diana said I'm matured and too kind-hearted.
am I?
not the matured part but the too kind-hearted part.
maybe I am, at times. hmm.
as if the post isn't long enough, I wanna add, too.
I love Vampire Diaries, definitely a better series than Twilight Saga.
although I haven't read the book but the TV series seems interesting enough.
at least VD is based more on different people's lives than just one.
whereas TS is talking about one person's point of view.
my opinion.
that's enough for now.
&&au revoir~
this explains why I can cry every day.
eeks, at least I got to swim yesterday :D
woke up this morning with a stiff neck and foot.
ouch, it hurt.
I tried applying some YokoYoko on it, but it ended up getting itchy and therefore my neck is red.
oh wells, at least it doesn't hurt that much anymore.
swimming was fun yesterday, besides the fact I kept getting water into my nose.
as most of you saw my Facebook post, I lost my bracelet :(
my mom and I searched the whole house and we couldn't find it.
how sad, but the good news is, she just found it in my track pants.
I didn't know I left it there, oh well, but YAY for that.
yesterday, my dad came to me and asked me to sit on his lap.
he told me, he'd always been proud of me, just that sometimes my attitude can be sort of bad, but he still loves me and he'll always be proud of me.
it was definitely a daddy's girl momento for me.
cause lately my dad had some issues, and well, I rather keep it private.
anywhoo, I finally got all my results back, but I had no idea how my PJK marks could be 49, and my Segak marks was only 5.
seriously, I'm not that bad at sports, come on, you should give me more credits for that.
bahas, nevermind, doesn't matter anyway, just a rant.
so I haven't been blogging for two days, not that long but still.
at least now I can write in peace.
I don't need to worry about school anymore, or anything else.
oh right, thanks Kevin for the videos you did for me.
I appreciate it alot, and thanks for offering to buy me another bracelet when I couldn't find mine.
you're truly a great friend to me.
one more thing, I seriously have a hard time remembering how to spell appreciate.
it's like every time I wanna type that word, I have to google it.
I spelt appreciate as appriciate.
eeks, sucky english.
sometimes I wonder, who am I?
and no, I'm not a psycho neither am I having amnesia.
there's so much to think, it's pretty fun at times, especially when I'm bored.
wonders and wonders, I tend to loosen up a little to avoid headaches.
pshh, my thoughts.
I don't know why, but I sort of feel like my blog is so.. formal? no that's not the word for it.
proper?
no, not that either.
honestly, I don't sound like a 14 year old.
not that I haven't got that a million times already.
Diana said I'm matured and too kind-hearted.
am I?
not the matured part but the too kind-hearted part.
maybe I am, at times. hmm.
as if the post isn't long enough, I wanna add, too.
I love Vampire Diaries, definitely a better series than Twilight Saga.
although I haven't read the book but the TV series seems interesting enough.
at least VD is based more on different people's lives than just one.
whereas TS is talking about one person's point of view.
my opinion.
that's enough for now.
&&au revoir~
Wednesday, June 23, 2010
pale.
my cakes!
this was what I had for Sunday in Jusco, yum
and this was what I cooked the same night.
my friends have been telling me I look pale, white.
I have dark dark circles under my eyes.
I'm like a.. VAMPIRE -.-"
just that I hate the taste of blood and my heart's still beating.
me & my vampire nonsense.
can't help myself sometimes.
paranormal romance is way much interesting than fairytale happy endings.
I no longer wish for my knight in shining armor, I want my sparkling vampire in a shining Volvo.
bahas, a girl can dream right?
&&bon voyage
bieberBLAST!
JustinBieber. yiiiaakk.
not really, I like "Never Say Never"
:D so Bieber fans, I am NOT a hater
eeps, I bit my lips again, great, it's bleeding.
blood. yucks.
taste disgusting, I think I'm gonna have nausea.
Jaden Smith is so cute, fittie cutie.
better get going, tuition time.
&&burbye.
not really, I like "Never Say Never"
:D so Bieber fans, I am NOT a hater
eeps, I bit my lips again, great, it's bleeding.
blood. yucks.
taste disgusting, I think I'm gonna have nausea.
Jaden Smith is so cute, fittie cutie.
better get going, tuition time.
&&burbye.
waka waka.
the title said it, I sort of like that song ❤
it's time for Africa~ ❤
skip that, finally I've gotten all of my test papers, except PJK, but that's like nothing.
I'm kind of satisfied with my results, some were better, some were worse.
mom didn't seem to be satisfied, oh well.
still not good enough, blahs.
hmm hmm, at least I can have some peaceful sleep tonight.
next week, I am so getting "Beautiful Creatures"
the book seems pretty nice.
I'll talk to you later. ❤
&&buhbhye
it's time for Africa~ ❤
skip that, finally I've gotten all of my test papers, except PJK, but that's like nothing.
I'm kind of satisfied with my results, some were better, some were worse.
mom didn't seem to be satisfied, oh well.
still not good enough, blahs.
hmm hmm, at least I can have some peaceful sleep tonight.
next week, I am so getting "Beautiful Creatures"
the book seems pretty nice.
I'll talk to you later. ❤
&&buhbhye
Tuesday, June 22, 2010
that's it.
I have HAD IT, I'm living in a world with no privacy, AT ALL.
I'm guessing at this time, you'd be reading, too, huh?
you know what? I WANT my PRIVACY, this is not the way show me you care, okay?
ASK ME, not invade me!
DANG IT.
UGH.
I'm guessing at this time, you'd be reading, too, huh?
you know what? I WANT my PRIVACY, this is not the way show me you care, okay?
ASK ME, not invade me!
DANG IT.
UGH.
Monday, June 21, 2010
want face girl.
ignore the face below, focus the one on top :D
Mr. Kevin Rimas Lee playing gitar udara!
nyahahaha, blur case blur case.
uh oh, tomorrow perhimpunan, I wonder were they serious about being strict and stuff.
eeks, there's no pins at home.
dum dum daa dum, death sentence.
I couldn't sleep last night until 4am, and I woke up at 6am.
gosh it was the hardest during English period.
I kept yawning and yawning, how embarrassing.
my eyes were soaked, puffy, I couldn't even feel my legs.
sort of managed to be fully awake after recess.
after all, it was pretty boring since Celine didn't come to school.
whee whee, going Penang in approximately 2 weeks!
yummy food, SHOPPING, relatives ❤
"you know how you drown a blonde, Rosalie? I asked without stopping or turning to look at her"
first day.
for starters, I DID NOT GET C FOR CHINESE!!!!!!! WOOOHOOOOOO. :D
and also, I GOT A FOR BM!
but KH... nevermind, 75 is better than nothing.
Celine didn't come to school today, bahs lazy pig.
ever since school started, mom always nag at me whenever I'm at the laptop.
so annoying, dang it.
gotta run.
&& bye!
and also, I GOT A FOR BM!
but KH... nevermind, 75 is better than nothing.
Celine didn't come to school today, bahs lazy pig.
ever since school started, mom always nag at me whenever I'm at the laptop.
so annoying, dang it.
gotta run.
&& bye!
Sunday, June 20, 2010
Fday ❤
HAPPY FATHER'S DAY!!!
I woke up with a red red eye, ended not practising the father's day performance AT ALL.
impromptu was WHOA, ash had a sore throat, eeks poor thing.
so we sort of did it, I guess, BWAHAHAHA.
okay anywhoo, after that we had JAMMING SESSION!
fun, kind of, Kaitlyn didn't come, awww.
after church, we went for MAKAN~
Koh Samui, the food wasn't spicy at all, YAY for that, mom called me a chinadoll cause I can't really take spicy food.
I'm sort of lazy to type everything out, maybe next time.
belated Fday post. oops.
I woke up with a red red eye, ended not practising the father's day performance AT ALL.
impromptu was WHOA, ash had a sore throat, eeks poor thing.
so we sort of did it, I guess, BWAHAHAHA.
okay anywhoo, after that we had JAMMING SESSION!
fun, kind of, Kaitlyn didn't come, awww.
after church, we went for MAKAN~
Koh Samui, the food wasn't spicy at all, YAY for that, mom called me a chinadoll cause I can't really take spicy food.
I'm sort of lazy to type everything out, maybe next time.
belated Fday post. oops.
Saturday, June 19, 2010
ash-hole
T-minus 2 days, school reopens.
YAY! crap, my results.
for so many nights, I've been having weird dreams.
then yesterday, I had a nightmare.
not really a nightmare, just half of it.
I dreamt that everything about me was a disgrace to my father.
he was like any jerk, mocking me, looking down on me, scolding me, comparing me.
it hurt so much in my dream.
he treated me like bullshit, literally.
gosh, after that, I was back at my primary school with a twist of nonsense.
he was there, I don't know why.
we were, more or less, friends, I think.
but he seemed to rush away from me all the time.
oh well, I couldn't be bothered, I rather have it that way than now.
when I arrived at my own class, which was four floors up, I saw fireworks, how weird.
I don't even know what we were celebrating.
then the worst part was, my "admirer", eeeww, typing it is disgusting enough, kept sticking to me.
like some leech, unpleasant to think of.
so anyway, this morning I woke up around 12 noon, it was, yet another ordinary day.
after I got ready, I went to the "All You Can Eat Durian" festival, eeks I'm never eating durians EVER again.
it was REALLY hot, I swear I'm gonna barf if I smell durians again.
I have to admit I'm a little worked up about guitar, I mean the songs that I'm gonna play.
but thank GOD for KEVIN, he'll teach me the sturmmings, thanks bro (:
that's all, for now.
&&take5
for so many nights, I've been having weird dreams.
then yesterday, I had a nightmare.
not really a nightmare, just half of it.
I dreamt that everything about me was a disgrace to my father.
he was like any jerk, mocking me, looking down on me, scolding me, comparing me.
it hurt so much in my dream.
he treated me like bullshit, literally.
gosh, after that, I was back at my primary school with a twist of nonsense.
he was there, I don't know why.
we were, more or less, friends, I think.
but he seemed to rush away from me all the time.
oh well, I couldn't be bothered, I rather have it that way than now.
when I arrived at my own class, which was four floors up, I saw fireworks, how weird.
I don't even know what we were celebrating.
then the worst part was, my "admirer", eeeww, typing it is disgusting enough, kept sticking to me.
like some leech, unpleasant to think of.
so anyway, this morning I woke up around 12 noon, it was, yet another ordinary day.
after I got ready, I went to the "All You Can Eat Durian" festival, eeks I'm never eating durians EVER again.
it was REALLY hot, I swear I'm gonna barf if I smell durians again.
I have to admit I'm a little worked up about guitar, I mean the songs that I'm gonna play.
but thank GOD for KEVIN, he'll teach me the sturmmings, thanks bro (:
that's all, for now.
&&take5
Friday, June 18, 2010
to-morrow
apparently I won't be going out tomorrow.
sad case, I'll be stuck at home, working
this quota just made me crack up, "Hi, I'm a plant, nom nom nom photosynthesis." EPIC.
got back from "swimming" with Miao, damn funny.
we couldn't go to the adults' pool because we weren't exactly in swimming costumes.
so we went to the kiddies's pool!
gosh, I've never realized that I was that white in the sun.
after getting out of the water, I'm like a Cullen, LMFAO.
the water reflects the sunlight, I glitter!
whoops, OCD again.
I never notice how hot Edward was, shirtless.
nyahahaha, I'm all about the bods.
as Feli would say, nom nom nom.
http://ryldesigns.feezee.com/ has the cutest charm bracelets!
two more weeks to Eclipse!
I'll so love Justin Bieber if his voice cracks.
anything's still better than his SQUUEEEKKKYY mickey voice :D
&&bee and pie ❤
sad case, I'll be stuck at home, working
this quota just made me crack up, "Hi, I'm a plant, nom nom nom photosynthesis." EPIC.
got back from "swimming" with Miao, damn funny.
we couldn't go to the adults' pool because we weren't exactly in swimming costumes.
so we went to the kiddies's pool!
gosh, I've never realized that I was that white in the sun.
after getting out of the water, I'm like a Cullen, LMFAO.
the water reflects the sunlight, I glitter!
whoops, OCD again.
I never notice how hot Edward was, shirtless.
nyahahaha, I'm all about the bods.
as Feli would say, nom nom nom.
http://ryldesigns.feezee.com/ has the cutest charm bracelets!
two more weeks to Eclipse!
I'll so love Justin Bieber if his voice cracks.
anything's still better than his SQUUEEEKKKYY mickey voice :D
&&bee and pie ❤
say it, say it LOUD.
I've said it once, and I'll say it twice, "I have moved on."
normally I suck hardcore at goodbyes, but this time I took it okay.
thanks to my loving friends and family.
I hold nothing against you, and I, too hope you'll hold nothing against me.
and cut, bullshit time officially over.
it's really nice to be able to reconnect with old friends again.
I never realized how much I've missed them.
everyone seems to be in tip top shape, that's good, I suppose.
KEVJUMBAAAA ❤
gosh, he is just the funniest guy on Youtube, ever.
pretty cute, too (;
he's not chubby, but neither is he skinny, so he's like in the middle, awesome-ness
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gaaCq7ELGZk
this is hilarious, seriously.
I died laughing at this, next thing I knew, I looked like a lobster after laughing.
and birthday wishes to Pamela and Nicholas :D
since I won't be in tomorrow, have a happy birthday and may all your dreams come true.
take care you two (:
asianamericanafricanenglishITALIANfrenchindianbrazilianalaskan && others. ❤
we are one! say NO to racism!
&&BAIBAI ❤
P.S.I love you nevermind
normally I suck hardcore at goodbyes, but this time I took it okay.
thanks to my loving friends and family.
I hold nothing against you, and I, too hope you'll hold nothing against me.
and cut, bullshit time officially over.
it's really nice to be able to reconnect with old friends again.
I never realized how much I've missed them.
everyone seems to be in tip top shape, that's good, I suppose.
KEVJUMBAAAA ❤
gosh, he is just the funniest guy on Youtube, ever.
pretty cute, too (;
he's not chubby, but neither is he skinny, so he's like in the middle, awesome-ness
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gaaCq7ELGZk
this is hilarious, seriously.
I died laughing at this, next thing I knew, I looked like a lobster after laughing.
and birthday wishes to Pamela and Nicholas :D
since I won't be in tomorrow, have a happy birthday and may all your dreams come true.
take care you two (:
asianamericanafricanenglishITALIANfrenchindianbrazilianalaskan && others. ❤
we are one! say NO to racism!
&&BAIBAI ❤
P.S.
Thursday, June 17, 2010
RAWR.
I want, I want, I want!!!!!
*whines*
although I'm not that type of make-up person, but this is just ❤
&&loves.
eye see liao.
as if the past few days weren't enough, my dreams are getting more and more useless and IDIOTIC.
let's see, last night I dreamt of me holding a DSLR taking a close shot of Maegan at someone's funeral.
that is just bull-sheet.
after that, I magically reappeared in the shopping mall where I've dreamt before.
I was at the "SUGAR" department, there were "Cat's Milk" sugar, "Milk" sugar, "DARK CHOCOLATE" sugar.
this is absurd!! what the heck is with my dream.
Breathe, okay I'm done.
"SHIT happens"
&&bon voyage.
let's see, last night I dreamt of me holding a DSLR taking a close shot of Maegan at someone's funeral.
that is just bull-sheet.
after that, I magically reappeared in the shopping mall where I've dreamt before.
I was at the "SUGAR" department, there were "Cat's Milk" sugar, "Milk" sugar, "DARK CHOCOLATE" sugar.
this is absurd!! what the heck is with my dream.
Breathe, okay I'm done.
"SHIT happens"
&&bon voyage.
Wednesday, June 16, 2010
glee-ass
besides the fact that I bang my head against the wall while I was walking, it's pretty much an ordinary night.
fun weird fact : I tend to forget to breathe. I know, I wonder, too.
father's day's around the block, bought some stuff for dad.
*hopes* he likes it.
hubba hubba, ❤
like no other, TAYLOR LAUTNER!
psshh, I'm a girl, can't blame me for that.
gahs, school reopens in T-minus 5 days.
SOBS! I so don't want to face my results, I don't even wanna know.
push that away, GOSH! Ashley Greene looks so different with long hair!
dang, guitar made my fingertips's skin peel yet again.
all of a sudden, I feel so... different.
it sucks to have mood hoo haa during the holidays.
it's like half of the time I'll feel confused, half a second I feel hyperactive.
I wish, really I wish, I was good at writing, elaborating and expressing how I feel.
sadly my knowledge isn't enough yet.
that's all for now.
&&shutup.
father's day's around the block, bought some stuff for dad.
*hopes* he likes it.
hubba hubba, ❤
like no other, TAYLOR LAUTNER!
psshh, I'm a girl, can't blame me for that.
gahs, school reopens in T-minus 5 days.
SOBS! I so don't want to face my results, I don't even wanna know.
push that away, GOSH! Ashley Greene looks so different with long hair!
dang, guitar made my fingertips's skin peel yet again.
all of a sudden, I feel so... different.
it sucks to have mood hoo haa during the holidays.
it's like half of the time I'll feel confused, half a second I feel hyperactive.
I wish, really I wish, I was good at writing, elaborating and expressing how I feel.
sadly my knowledge isn't enough yet.
that's all for now.
&&shutup.
seconds,minutes to forever
these books are usually meant for girls rather than boys, my theory.
I just finished watching Twilight, it's not my first time but still.
how hilarious to see them act, apparently they aren't THAT good but it's still a good movie.
I couldn't help smiling like an idiot whenever Robert smiles or when he has those mysterious yet dazzling eyes locked unto Bella's.
I never realized Stephenie herself was also in the movie, not any important roles but still she was in it.
up next, NEW MOON.
New Moon, hmm.
first of all, HOT bods alert.
I mean which normal girl CAN resist them?
come on, fitties with abs, wolverine is so not hot anymore.
we're talking about WEREWOLVES baby!
I wouldn't say Edward wasn't hot, just that, toned pale bods can't be compared to tanned toned bods.
note,
Edward's still as dreamy.
BLEH.
well not much comment about this yet, but the book's awesome.
poor Bree Tanner, dead at the end of the story.
Seth Clearwater's pretty cute, sort of, I guess.
Leah Clearwater, not so much, pretty, I think.
I don't like how they replaced Victoria, the old one seems better.
like I said, seems.
I'm still excite about the movie.
meeehh.
again, I had a weird dream last night.
again, gosh how many times am I ever gonna repeat this word.
so we were at Cameron Highlands, the place where I went for my church camp.
so basically it looks like this.
Photo from Chan Ken Ee
so anyways, we were there.
we included myself, my old church friends, my class mates, my school mates, Rachel from FRIENDS, I had no idea why she was in it, but she was, my current church friends and people whom I've seen on tv but I don't remember their names.
so we were having this party, celebrating something, I don't know what.
we had drinks, which includes orange juice, mini bottles of beer, plain mineral water, and mini wine.
we were having quite a party, then everyone started drinking, BOTTOMS UP!
then all of a sudden, we were at someone's house.
playing those kiddies games, like.. honestly I don't know the name.
it's like you throw up a small ball, and pick up the thingys on the floor -__-"
moving on, my friend whom I've been avoiding, i'm not being mean, he's just annoying, suddenly appeared behind me.
that freaked the human outta me, he was going to school.
alright, after he left, we were all back to the camp site.
partying, again, then *WHAMMM* the doors shut loudly.
a thunderstorm-earthquacking-flood happened, the place was shaking, everyone started to panic.
meanwhile, I saw some of my friends taking ice from the fridge.
apparently they didn't realize the disaster, the ice were labeled as " LOL "
some of them were planning to dig underground to hide.
like how they were going to dig a big hole, of course they never thought of the flood coming.
then Rachel, from FRIENDS had an idea.
she took a car tyre and magically built it onto the swing, and sat on it when the flood was rushing over.
and everyone did the same, surprisingly we survived, swinging in water when the flood came.
the swings were tall enough to keep our bodies above water.
when the flood was over, we saw the polices coming to the rescue.
like anyone would, we were freezing, so me and two of my friends went inside the car.
the police started driving, when I turned my head to look at the others.
they were in school uniforms, ready to go to school.
as if I wasn't blur enough, my body automatically woke up.
this was weirder than yesterday's dream!
goodness, what's up with me these days.
boo, it's gonna rain again.
&&toodles!
Tuesday, June 15, 2010
ouch.
please pay good attention, CUT YOUR TOE NAILS.
yes you heard it, CUT YOUR TOE NAILS
or face this!!
yucks, I was playing with my mini gym ball.
crossed my legs and youch!
keep bleeding, I keep bleeding blood.
"momma, i've got a boo-boo."
scratch that, not literally this time.
I'm so hungry! I had those triangular sticky rice with meat & stuff.
mmmm.. but pretty darn small.
*groans* ME WANT FOOOOOOOOOOD
tonight I'm gonna start on my tinsy winsy diary. ❤
*brrruuuuhhhh* it's raining today, the blinds are shut, it's always the same
naww, just kidding.
but really, it's raining.
i'm shivering, gosh it's cold for once.
nice, besides the fact it's too cold for me.
my mom just said the cutest thing!
she said :"How do you frown? I've never try frowning on purpose."
AWWness ❤
&&i'm out~
yes you heard it, CUT YOUR TOE NAILS
or face this!!
yucks, I was playing with my mini gym ball.
crossed my legs and youch!
keep bleeding, I keep bleeding blood.
"momma, i've got a boo-boo."
scratch that, not literally this time.
I'm so hungry! I had those triangular sticky rice with meat & stuff.
mmmm.. but pretty darn small.
*groans* ME WANT FOOOOOOOOOOD
tonight I'm gonna start on my tinsy winsy diary. ❤
*brrruuuuhhhh* it's raining today, the blinds are shut, it's always the same
naww, just kidding.
but really, it's raining.
i'm shivering, gosh it's cold for once.
nice, besides the fact it's too cold for me.
my mom just said the cutest thing!
she said :"How do you frown? I've never try frowning on purpose."
AWWness ❤
&&i'm out~
absurd
that word kept ringing in my head, this is just absurd.
finally I remembered my dream I had last night.
I was at some mall with.. Miao , Xue Ying and Ashley. LOL
so we were at this shop, looked something like Vincci accessories & DIVA combined together. quite a big shop, all white, full with accessories
okay, so XY & Miao were trying on head bands, so was I.
the weird thing was every time I try putting on the head band, it never fits.
it's like when it reaches my head, it becomes smaller or something. or maybe my head grown big.
well that sucked, then somehow, I appeared in front of "Maple Magic MPH"
LMAO I know, it was like a forest-themed MPH with Harry Potter waving his wand.
inside the book store, instead of coffee tables and sofas, there were beds.
big, white beds with comfy pillows, *recalling Breaking Dawn moments* LOL
for those who don't know, nevermind.
so anywhoo, I was somehow reading on the bed, more specifically, I was reading Pride and Prejudice.
I was reading that book before I slept last night.
besides reading, I was having a flu in my dream. darn it, I woke up with it, too
suddenly, I was back at the accessory shop with my friends.
only this time, I was in PJs.
somehow one side of a Nike shoe caught my eye at the corner.
I went over and look, eeeww, disgusting.
as I turned around, my friends were, yes gone.
I could have sworn I saw a MPH Cullen, I was at The Curve at that moment.
I saw my parents, and my friends who were clearly running away like I'm some monster.
A brief moment after that, I woke up from my dream and, SNEEZED.
&& they lived happily ever after. right.
finally I remembered my dream I had last night.
I was at some mall with.. Miao , Xue Ying and Ashley. LOL
so we were at this shop, looked something like Vincci accessories & DIVA combined together. quite a big shop, all white, full with accessories
okay, so XY & Miao were trying on head bands, so was I.
the weird thing was every time I try putting on the head band, it never fits.
it's like when it reaches my head, it becomes smaller or something. or maybe my head grown big.
well that sucked, then somehow, I appeared in front of "Maple Magic MPH"
LMAO I know, it was like a forest-themed MPH with Harry Potter waving his wand.
inside the book store, instead of coffee tables and sofas, there were beds.
big, white beds with comfy pillows, *recalling Breaking Dawn moments* LOL
for those who don't know, nevermind.
so anywhoo, I was somehow reading on the bed, more specifically, I was reading Pride and Prejudice.
I was reading that book before I slept last night.
besides reading, I was having a flu in my dream. darn it, I woke up with it, too
suddenly, I was back at the accessory shop with my friends.
only this time, I was in PJs.
somehow one side of a Nike shoe caught my eye at the corner.
I went over and look, eeeww, disgusting.
as I turned around, my friends were, yes gone.
I could have sworn I saw a MPH Cullen, I was at The Curve at that moment.
I saw my parents, and my friends who were clearly running away like I'm some monster.
A brief moment after that, I woke up from my dream and, SNEEZED.
&& they lived happily ever after. right.
bree tanner.
nice story, sad ending though.
bree tanner was an average fifteen/sixteen year old girl.
ran away from her abusive father, got bitten by a vampire, Riley.
met a friend named Diego, who in the end died as well.
she had no intention of joining the bad side, she didn't know the rules and she had no choice.
if only she was given a second chance. how sad.
this is just plain freaky, Edward Cullen's grave.
no,no, he's not dead, he's just immortal (:
ever since I started to get addicted to Twilight Saga, I've been having real weird dreams lately.
I wouldn't call them nightmares, they weren't exactly sweet dreams either.
hmm, an evil vampire captured everyone I knew, inculding myself.
had the power to cut off all connection, as in phone lines and stuff.
I tried to call Edward, LOL yes Edward Cullen, I don't know why.
but my phone buzzed out, like I said, EVIL vampire LOL
I tried calling Rosalie, Carlisle, Esme and Alice, again, FAILED.
somehow Edward came, sort of rescued me, it was pretty funny though.
apparently he didn't lift me up and ran like lightning speed.
we ran and ran, he was fast, while I was.. running like a human, I was the last to leave the house.
they were driving their shiny Volvo, but they were all in black and white CLOWNmake-up and hair!
after that, I couldn't remember much, and I woke up.
blah it was really freaky though when I was still stuck in the house.
everyone was like zombies, weak, didn't even had the strength to panic.
anyways, I absolutely thrilled about Eclipse!
I can't help myself, again and again, DAZZLED.
that's all for now, "..Be safe.." - Edward Cullen ❤
&& over and out.
Monday, June 14, 2010
twilight saga ❤
twilight ❤ it's not an obsession. it's my alternative reality.
i wanna live in Forks ❤
i wanna be the opposite of ordinary ❤
❤ twihard fan
"..Look after my heart, I've left it with you.." ❤
considered me DAZZLED ❤
i don't care about my knight in shining armor, i want my vampire in a shiny volvo ❤
yeah, so I'm in love with a fictional character, so? Only twilighters understands ❤
i'm an edward kinda girl ❤
screw this, i'm moving to Forks.
goodness, apparently or rather obviously I'm having OCD (Obsessive Cullen Disorder)
it's not like a bad thing, it's the opposite of it.
❤ i'm eagerly waiting for Eclipse to come out!
why oh why must the release date be later than other countries?!
it's not fair! 7th July ❤
i'll be waiting, Edward Cullen ❤ enuff said.
"..Isabella Swan, I promise to love you every moment of forever.." - Edward Cullen
that has to be the sweetest thing, ever!
if people like Edward Cullen existed, normal boys would live as bachelors for the rest of their lifes.
song of the day - ☊ 27 May - Yiruma
i wanna live in Forks ❤
i wanna be the opposite of ordinary ❤
❤ twihard fan
"..Look after my heart, I've left it with you.." ❤
considered me DAZZLED ❤
i don't care about my knight in shining armor, i want my vampire in a shiny volvo ❤
yeah, so I'm in love with a fictional character, so? Only twilighters understands ❤
i'm an edward kinda girl ❤
screw this, i'm moving to Forks.
goodness, apparently or rather obviously I'm having OCD (Obsessive Cullen Disorder)
it's not like a bad thing, it's the opposite of it.
❤ i'm eagerly waiting for Eclipse to come out!
why oh why must the release date be later than other countries?!
it's not fair! 7th July ❤
i'll be waiting, Edward Cullen ❤ enuff said.
"..Isabella Swan, I promise to love you every moment of forever.." - Edward Cullen
that has to be the sweetest thing, ever!
if people like Edward Cullen existed, normal boys would live as bachelors for the rest of their lifes.
song of the day - ☊ 27 May - Yiruma
smile (:
woke up at 10:45am this morning, supposed to meet my friends at 11am. ZOMG
as I rush and rush, I managed to get ready and get there by 11:15am (:
so we went to the park at first, like any bunch of hooligans, we went on the swings and see-saws.
as loud as we were, everyone seemed to stare at us, funny situation.
scandalous
bahas. so after that we went for "cendol"~
dang it, stupid stall kept us waiting and waiting for who knows how long.
we got fed up, we were about to leave, THEN the cendols came.
it wasn't as appetizing as I thought, but it was quite a hot day, might as well eat it.
after having our not so nice cendol, we were off to...THE STORE!!!! =__=
but it was for the air-con, nothing else but that.
we walked around like idiots, enjoying the cold air inside.
then we decided to go to KFC, at first we wanted to just sit inside there and relax.
of course it'd be rude, so they ate. I just drank.
scandalous..
kidding, just don't murder me.
this boy seriously has manner issues
so after all that, we went to The Gate for lunch? tea-time? snack? oh whatever.
more and more people came, well not that I know them so well, but yeah they were friends of friends.
didn't take any pictures after KFC, wasn't much to take.
everyone was in a rather, quieter & calm mood.
around 3pm, I left the group and went home.
so volia, here I am.
i'm hoping it won't rain anymore, it'd be nice to hang out with them again tonight.
i really need some distractions right now.
&&blob you later.
as I rush and rush, I managed to get ready and get there by 11:15am (:
so we went to the park at first, like any bunch of hooligans, we went on the swings and see-saws.
as loud as we were, everyone seemed to stare at us, funny situation.
scandalous
bahas. so after that we went for "cendol"~
dang it, stupid stall kept us waiting and waiting for who knows how long.
we got fed up, we were about to leave, THEN the cendols came.
it wasn't as appetizing as I thought, but it was quite a hot day, might as well eat it.
after having our not so nice cendol, we were off to...THE STORE!!!! =__=
but it was for the air-con, nothing else but that.
we walked around like idiots, enjoying the cold air inside.
then we decided to go to KFC, at first we wanted to just sit inside there and relax.
of course it'd be rude, so they ate. I just drank.
scandalous..
kidding, just don't murder me.
this boy seriously has manner issues
so after all that, we went to The Gate for lunch? tea-time? snack? oh whatever.
more and more people came, well not that I know them so well, but yeah they were friends of friends.
didn't take any pictures after KFC, wasn't much to take.
everyone was in a rather, quieter & calm mood.
around 3pm, I left the group and went home.
so volia, here I am.
i'm hoping it won't rain anymore, it'd be nice to hang out with them again tonight.
i really need some distractions right now.
&&blob you later.
Sunday, June 13, 2010
oh,oh,oh oh my gawwdd.
waking up in the morning, scratched my head, trying to fight my eyelids to open.
it was yet another day, time passes by in a blink of an eye.
it sort of sucks that way, but what am I to say?
got to church at 10+, as happy, or rather as I tried to be as happy, ASHLEY WAS STILL THERE. *yippee*
But yet we didn't have much to say, me staring at her staring at me.
awkward yet comforting moment, moving on, LYI ANN CAME!
the moment she saw me she gave me a big, warm, fuzzy hug. *touched*
so Pastor Richard came to preach today, I was surprised with his earring. o.o
he has blingy all over him, SHINNYYYY.
so when Pastor was praying, Ash started crying *aww* then I started crying, Honestly neither of us had any idea why we did. Lyi Ann started crying. T_T aww *HUGGSSS*
ASH's not leaving!! ^o^ *cheers*
I sort of figure this out today, I treasure friendship like I treasure my life. Love me hate me, I'll still be there. Holding on grudges or anything just hurts me. I rather not, but if you use me, I'll give you bullshit.
ps. note to J.
i'll wait for you, to be my friend again. i have a whole life time to wait. do forgive me.
it was yet another day, time passes by in a blink of an eye.
it sort of sucks that way, but what am I to say?
got to church at 10+, as happy, or rather as I tried to be as happy, ASHLEY WAS STILL THERE. *yippee*
But yet we didn't have much to say, me staring at her staring at me.
awkward yet comforting moment, moving on, LYI ANN CAME!
the moment she saw me she gave me a big, warm, fuzzy hug. *touched*
so Pastor Richard came to preach today, I was surprised with his earring. o.o
he has blingy all over him, SHINNYYYY.
so when Pastor was praying, Ash started crying *aww* then I started crying, Honestly neither of us had any idea why we did. Lyi Ann started crying. T_T aww *HUGGSSS*
ASH's not leaving!! ^o^ *cheers*
I sort of figure this out today, I treasure friendship like I treasure my life. Love me hate me, I'll still be there. Holding on grudges or anything just hurts me. I rather not, but if you use me, I'll give you bullshit.
ps. note to J.
i'll wait for you, to be my friend again. i have a whole life time to wait. do forgive me.
Saturday, June 12, 2010
ups and downs
also, hellos & goodbyes
it was over.
Everything was over, as I bit my lips and hoped.
How should I feel now? I've just hurt someone.
To my surprise, guilt wasn't there.
Now I face the world with no shame, I did what I felt was right.
When I broke the news to one of my friend, he said the cutest thing,
" Don't emo first, i'm almost finish eating. "
That made me chuckled.
I am STRONG, I will survive.
At least now I know who understands me *winks*
To set things straight, I am so staying single for high school.
*high 5-s to those who agree with me*
High school is more than just puppy love, that's what my sister told me.
"...Look After My Heart, I've Left It With You.." - Edward Cullen
TWILIGHT FTW!
also, hellos & goodbyes
it was over.
Everything was over, as I bit my lips and hoped.
How should I feel now? I've just hurt someone.
To my surprise, guilt wasn't there.
Now I face the world with no shame, I did what I felt was right.
When I broke the news to one of my friend, he said the cutest thing,
" Don't emo first, i'm almost finish eating. "
That made me chuckled.
I am STRONG, I will survive.
At least now I know who understands me *winks*
To set things straight, I am so staying single for high school.
*high 5-s to those who agree with me*
High school is more than just puppy love, that's what my sister told me.
"...Look After My Heart, I've Left It With You.." - Edward Cullen
TWILIGHT FTW!
" I can do this, I will make it through..."
I kept telling myself the same thing over and over as each miserable day pass.
" What anIDIOT..." as I talk to myself thinking of how pathetic my life could be at this point.
Of course there were a few good times in the day, like how reading made my mood better and music cheering me up.
But when I stop, the misery comes back. I wasn't who I was before.
At the beginning, I'd thought this wasn't going to be hard at all.
As I said, that's what I thought.
Life being away from someone you love could be like your personal hell, but I was okay with it.
Well, that was before he got so caught up with things and we sort of stopped talking so much.
Somehow I unintentionally fell in love with a fictional character. That's where pathetic came into my life.
In a way, it felt rather comforting, imagining there was such person out there in this world, just watching carefully of my every move.
And there came IDIOT.
But slowly I realized I was afraid to love.
I was envious of the female character in the book.
How she was cared, loved. It was forever for them.
Every day, as I look at my phone, quietly waiting for your text.
Hours and hours pass by, nothing.
I slowly grown immune to the fact that keeping my false hope up for his reply was hurting me more.
I didn't want to do this anymore, but GUILT my loyal companion who never leaves me has to be an ass for it.
Nights passed, I tried to hold back my tears.
Avoiding any argument with my parents or my sisters.
No one seemed to understand.
I wanted to curl into a ball and hide somewhere where nobody could find me.
At least that'd save him all the regrets to see me hurt.
There's a million of things running through my mind every day, it actually feels nice to have a crowded mind, it helps ease the pain in me.
Fighting a battle against myself was the hardest thing to do.
Am I being naive?
Right, Wrong, what difference does it make now?
"I love you, forever." I wish I could say the same,too if it hadn't hurt.
FOREVER is an impossible promise.
Save it for someone who buys it.
The End.
I kept telling myself the same thing over and over as each miserable day pass.
" What anIDIOT..." as I talk to myself thinking of how pathetic my life could be at this point.
Of course there were a few good times in the day, like how reading made my mood better and music cheering me up.
But when I stop, the misery comes back. I wasn't who I was before.
At the beginning, I'd thought this wasn't going to be hard at all.
As I said, that's what I thought.
Life being away from someone you love could be like your personal hell, but I was okay with it.
Well, that was before he got so caught up with things and we sort of stopped talking so much.
Somehow I unintentionally fell in love with a fictional character. That's where pathetic came into my life.
In a way, it felt rather comforting, imagining there was such person out there in this world, just watching carefully of my every move.
And there came IDIOT.
But slowly I realized I was afraid to love.
I was envious of the female character in the book.
How she was cared, loved. It was forever for them.
Every day, as I look at my phone, quietly waiting for your text.
Hours and hours pass by, nothing.
I slowly grown immune to the fact that keeping my false hope up for his reply was hurting me more.
I didn't want to do this anymore, but GUILT my loyal companion who never leaves me has to be an ass for it.
Nights passed, I tried to hold back my tears.
Avoiding any argument with my parents or my sisters.
No one seemed to understand.
I wanted to curl into a ball and hide somewhere where nobody could find me.
At least that'd save him all the regrets to see me hurt.
There's a million of things running through my mind every day, it actually feels nice to have a crowded mind, it helps ease the pain in me.
Fighting a battle against myself was the hardest thing to do.
Am I being naive?
Right, Wrong, what difference does it make now?
"I love you, forever." I wish I could say the same,too if it hadn't hurt.
FOREVER is an impossible promise.
Save it for someone who buys it.
The End.
Monday, June 7, 2010
kay el
whoops, i forgot to post this, two weeks + ago =.= so here it is!
i'm baaaaaccckkk~~~~~~
=.= not like anyone missed me.
enough with chinese ==
KL KL KL~
day 1 ==
sat the 4pm bus from eepohh.
bought old town kopitiam milk tea + ayamas black pepper chicken for snacks in the bus ==
walao bu shuang =.= drink the first sip of tea..
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA == kena my WHITE shirt.
suak.
*zzzzz* after three hours [aaaaaaaa toilet alert] ==
go back sister's apartment, mandi, makan.
>_> go The Curve..
walao me and my big sis dress dou liang liang~
reach The Curve. 10pm
aaaaaa everywhere closed =.=
but The Street was full with... MAKANAN.
woo~ but that time still full =.= cannot eat.
T_____T
after The Curve, nyehehehehe.
BEER ==
red & green
==
makan makan makan~
end of day 1. go home K.O -.-
i'm baaaaaccckkk~~~~~~
=.= not like anyone missed me.
enough with chinese ==
KL KL KL~
day 1 ==
sat the 4pm bus from eepohh.
bought old town kopitiam milk tea + ayamas black pepper chicken for snacks in the bus ==
walao bu shuang =.= drink the first sip of tea..
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA == kena my WHITE shirt.
suak.
*zzzzz* after three hours [aaaaaaaa toilet alert] ==
go back sister's apartment, mandi, makan.
>_> go The Curve..
walao me and my big sis dress dou liang liang~
reach The Curve. 10pm
aaaaaa everywhere closed =.=
but The Street was full with... MAKANAN.
woo~ but that time still full =.= cannot eat.
T_____T
after The Curve, nyehehehehe.
BEER ==
red & green
==
makan makan makan~end of day 1. go home K.O -.-
Wednesday, June 2, 2010
单身
又很像很辛苦，又很爽下
唉。
今天。。。。
wake up in the morning feeling like
P.Diddy =.=
3点多电话响了
♫♪ HEEYY~HEEEYYY~ your lipstick stain~
=___= 烦死了
想*snooze*的 鬼知off 去了
5.30才醒， 够力 ==
KH 还没读完！！
算了 == 乱乱读
OK go school...
考英文 paper 2 先。。
做完了看看手表。。。 8AM ==
搞错用半小时罢了 ==
发呆~ 发到不爽了
重写！！！！！ ==
朋友讲我sot sot了 == 我也觉得
KH 最后考， 考英文paper 1 先
想那时读的
可是...
读到睡着 == 算
*dun dun dun dun!!!!!*
考KH了
够好笑， 吹水王死命吹
我又多手用liquid paper的 plastic
绑绑绑在桌子， 健定又传，miao 又拿。
==
病了酱久
死都不好
== 翻脸！！！！！
今天Mr Tan 教了我们 " Do what I say, Dun do what I do" ==
锦全又讲 " 我们要学老师抽烟！"
哈哈哈哈哈 ==
他也讲.."
The law said teachers must walk around the class
when pupils are having exam."
大概酱吧， 炸到下 ==
他节考试永远都是最吵的 ==
噢对了
谢谢yan luii 弄好我的布咯~ ^^
就此搁笔，
祝
生活愉快 ==
Tuesday, June 1, 2010
blu-log si-pot.
看到别人用华语写blog blog
觉得很好玩酱
乱乱boom boom 下， 发泄！！！！！！！
又放 colour colour
放到很多那种
既然心情今天都够死了， 写写下可能好点
DEEEEEAAAAAAAR
ＤＩＡＲＹ，
不对不对 ＝＝ 要写华语
底里儿 带离， ＝．＝
今天在学校很够力
死命下雨
不是天空下
是我下 ==
啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦
看不到～看不到～
来到学校 ｍｉａｏ ｍｉａｏ 来抱我
Ｔ＿＿＿Ｔ 心里感到温暖， 哭了 ＝＝
ｃｅｌｉｎｅ 也抱抱下
哭到更死
考试闷死了
又哭又笑
ｋｉ ｓｉａｏ －．－
算了读书了
ＫＨ 应以该会死
不不不不不不不！！！！！
要拿ｖｅｌｉ ｇｕｄ～
＝。＝ 失恋变ｄａｉ ｂｉ 了
天啊！！！
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