for so many nights, I've been having weird dreams.
then yesterday, I had a nightmare.
not really a nightmare, just half of it.
I dreamt that everything about me was a disgrace to my father.
he was like any jerk, mocking me, looking down on me, scolding me, comparing me.
it hurt so much in my dream.
he treated me like bullshit, literally.
gosh, after that, I was back at my primary school with a twist of nonsense.
he was there, I don't know why.
we were, more or less, friends, I think.
but he seemed to rush away from me all the time.
oh well, I couldn't be bothered, I rather have it that way than now.
when I arrived at my own class, which was four floors up, I saw fireworks, how weird.
I don't even know what we were celebrating.
then the worst part was, my "admirer", eeeww, typing it is disgusting enough, kept sticking to me.
like some leech, unpleasant to think of.
so anyway, this morning I woke up around 12 noon, it was, yet another ordinary day.
after I got ready, I went to the "All You Can Eat Durian" festival, eeks I'm never eating durians EVER again.
it was REALLY hot, I swear I'm gonna barf if I smell durians again.
I have to admit I'm a little worked up about guitar, I mean the songs that I'm gonna play.
but thank GOD for KEVIN, he'll teach me the sturmmings, thanks bro (:
that's all, for now.
&&take5
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